It's been a while since I left my boy a review, and it felt like another was due. In September it marked a year since I first met Justin, and this week was a year since the first overnight I spent with him. It feels like it was yesterday in some respects that I remember it so clearly, in particular how he was so kind and gentle! and then in some respects it seems like it was years ago in the fact that I feel like ive known him all my life and we now just have great bants and take the piss out of each other (he has his moments when he can be kind and gentle still - he will say its only if I deserve it though!).
A year ago when I first met him, I was super nervous, I could have cancelled EASILY (he probably wouldn't have known how nervous I was as I come across quite outgoing, but it was unchartered territory for me, with some major life changes and i was bricking it to say the least). Those nerves amplified before I met him for the first overnight, however after 20mins in his company - nerves? what nerves! I anticipated following our initial meet that I would probably see him once a month, I can say that never happened, in fact after that first overnight when I got to know him more, I started seeing him weekly and as the months went on that has now progressed to sometimes multiple times a week (sometimes 5x) which im not sure either of us envisaged happening - well I didnt!… no regrets here though. Theres never awkwardness or an awkard silence between us and theres no one id rather go out for dinner with or breakfast of a weekend and just chat sh*t with and equally theres no one id rather cuddle up with of an evening. I certainly can't imagine a time without him featuring in my weekly plans now and having that time to look forward to, which I still do, despite how frequently I see him. Ive said before that he rebuilt my confidence and i'll always be a lifer because of that.
Last month I was away for 2 weeks which Id booked before id met him, and that caused me massive anxiety because I knew I wasnt going to see him for 16 days (sad I know, but 11 months of seeing someone at least weekly is bound to feel odd for anyone)…. anyway I managed and made sure he knew I was thinking of him by showering him in gifts to make sure he knew that whilst I was out of sight… he wasn't out of mind. Might have gone overboard with gifts in the last few months so we will stop those as he doesn't like being spoiled :-P LMAO!!! Anyway, I did survive my withdrawal but he was the first person I saw when I got back, pretty much 24hrs after arriving home, I think he knew I had missed him. I hope I showed it anyway! Haha.
Im buzzing to be spending Christmas Day with him again! I have a super small family and whilst I love the festive period I find Christmas Day an anticlimax and can feel a lonely on Christmas Day eve when I come home at 3pm to an empty house and I know those with bigger families are enjoying spending time together. Last year I spent the evening with him and I couldn't wait to extend that for this year, we've already discussed maybe hiring a hot tub and then going to a smokehouse on Boxing Day. Will there be presents under the tree? who knows haha. I do have an amazing memory from an awesome present for me which was under my tree last year… (JK I hope you remember that!). Anyway it means that Chrismas is exciting for me again, and I hope he's as excited - he probably will be if only to raid the cupboards for treats! (he has permission though, i said 'mi casa su casa’ the first time he stopped over and he knows the door code to let himself in), I like the fact he feels like hes at home and that hes not a guest, it makes for a more relaxing time or fun time! The last few overnights we havent actually drunk on, and theyve been really chilled but amazing to chat/chill/cuddle and connect with each other on. Ive really enjoyed those nights. We are however due a fun one with a few drinks which we have planned for a couple of weeks time and im looking forward to that and going to see a film we have been waiting months for!!
Heres to another year (and many more) of fun, memories, bants and chatting b*llocks!
Lee
XxX
P.s. You should double check I didn't leave any alams scheduled for the early hours FAM lol.
HIDDEN GEM says: Hey beautiful.
I totally agree with you its been a while, you have been slacking, a bit like your hole really....
Awww our 1 year anniversary man that's we'll nice lol. It's proper flown by but I wouldn't have you out of my life now brother!! Laughing at your plan -- once a month I remember when we first met and you said you were looking for once a month that literally went out the window after we spent our first night together at native lol. You're the person I see most frequently without a doubt.
yeah, our banter i on point we do just chundder shit to each other whenever we're together but that's what I love about you we can just chat shit about anything and never run out of topics because the stuff we are chatting is already bullshit lmao. Nah only joking we get deep sometimes and it not all utter nonsense ha.
Proper feel at home at yours now, let myself in head straight to the fridge to see what you have in before I've even given you a kiss lmao. BTW the snack situation was meager last week I ate every bit of chocolate in your cupboard and ran out that cant happen again!! lol.
Absolutely love our weekly meals out together and breakfast love how the wait staff bring our drinks over to us before we have even ordered them lol. yeah the cuddles are a defo fave of mine bro and you get top marks for the lie ins you let me lie in till I wake up which just awards anyone massive brownie points with me.
bro let me say again thank you so much for looking after me when i was poorly the other day. You didn’t even ask for sex you just cuddled me and stroke my hair while we watched films all night just shows how you put other people first and i just thought it was really night man. I know for a fact I made up for it few days Later when you can for one of you slaggy quick in and out hours lmao. If I recall correctly your hole didn't feel right for 2 days after lol. I had to sort my boy out after you sorted my poorly head out.
Stoked to spend Christmas with you again this year. I get lonely around that time of year too so its nice to spend it with you. I just hope that steakhouse does a X-mas menu lol. Yeah, hot tub in the snow imagine that. mulled wine and eggnog none stop.
Thank you so much for being in my life you’ll never know how much I value your friendship. love ya loads brother. I Cant wait to see your face tomorrow!
Until then XX
JK ❤️